Frigid

Maybe I want to use you.
Though you are crippled and broken,
I am in mourning
of lack of touching,
empty,
blood rush.

WhatIreallywantistobenearyouagain;sittingsilentlyinyourpresence;Iwashappythen

You think you’re helping me;
I know.
I appreciate the gesture
it’s just I’m cold,
so cold
and I can’t promise I won’t
see you tomorrow
and not want you to kiss me
I can’t promise you anything
not love
or even the world

I just want you to want me.

Not need me.

Not even love me.

But want me,
the way I want you.

Want to be near me,
and to feel me, too.

Boy,
I am here solely to heal your wounds.
Boy,
I will gladly fix you.

Just don’t love me.

I might be your Savior,
but that does not make me holy.